Goog enough is good enough

Estaba leyendo la letra de una cancion de sonata arctica good enough is good enough y note ciertas frases q me llegaron un pichazo me recordaron de todo lo q he pasado con bla, o todo lo q senti cuando bla me dijo q mil veces preferia a la exnovia sobre mi, que habia intentado volver con ella pero q no me preocupara aunque el no me quisiera podiamos seguir saliendo, ya osea WTFFF todavia estoy tratando de entender lo q me dijo como es posible, despues de todos los ataques de celos y todas las varas yo no signifique nada, osea nada???? como alguien puede tener un ataque de celos por alguien por el q no siente nada??? no lo entiendo!!!
Estoy demasiado dolida no recuerdo haberme sentido tan insignificante antes en mi vida, osea yo le abri mi corazon mi mente y mi cuerpo y el no lo noto, o por lo menos no le importo, no se que es lo q me hace sentir mal el hecho de que alguien q a mi me importaba yo nunca le importe o la verguenza de que deje que alguien me dejara asi de vulnerable
La cancion decia:
It was not hard - to choose all the words that I should
put in your mouth
in my own play of shadows
Between lines, word for word, honey.

See who I am?
Out where nothing's forgiven
A small yet very loud part of me is still screaming after you...

Good enough was good enough for me
as it should always be
You broke my heart when it was weak
Guess you were not meant for me...

I had a dream you broke - with your twisted ways
Still leaving me? Please take your time, but go away
Don’t flash that light anymore, honey...

The seasons change...I was the summer to your heartt
he winter lured you away more than once, now I know:
I am free

Good enough was good enough for me
as it should always be
You broke my heart and still I grieve
How can you be over me?

I always thought we’d made it, found a way to live together
You saved the best for last and now it's too late
I count the hours of the day thatseems to last forever

Words through the door
a glance from a broken window
I found your key from the floor
and my heart, suddenly, cut off clean

Good enough was good enough for me
as it should always be
You broke my heart and still I grieve,
How can you be over me?

Good enough was good enough for me
as it should always be
You spread a tale of lies about me
And I believed it, my heart's got a leak...